its late in the middle of the night.

almost 0200 and im still awake.

i fell asleep just now 2100++.

coz was freaking tired ba.

and woke up now.

reached sch ard 0920.

i started to do my flash le.

im kinda guai le lor.

did my work the whole dae.

no sleep.

haa.

had actually had a rough plan for wat im going to do to further my studies.

gg NIE for teaching in the future.

tat is wat my childhood dream.

hope i can fulfil it.

hee.

or another alternative is to study maths.

which is my favourite and all-time-interest.

OR maybe~

to study sth to do with business management.

yup.

but everything still hafta depend on my results.

depend on the number of intake.

coz poly students always has the lesser privilege.

btw!

xiu~!

i read abt u helped me took broucher abt enginnering?

haa.

naH~!

i dont think i will continue anything abt enginnering le.

=x

thanks anyway!!

hmm.

reallie no point missing someone who dont bother abt u.

im reallie tired.

tired for wat i had done.

tired of calling him when most of the times did not ans and did not call back.

tired of smsing him when most of my sms are not replied.

MENTALLY tired~

dont ask mi y.

and i reallie dunno wat had happen.

wat has i done wrong.

tat cause everything to change.

so much different from the beginning.

the whole thing can just easily be solved by.

tell me frankly wat had happen.

tell me frankly wat do u feel.

tell mi frankly wat do u want.

hais.

but no.

i did not get those ans to my qns.

afterall.

i've seen another type of character of idiotic guys.

hmm well.

if this relationship reallie fails.

but it seems like failing soon anytime~

all i can sae is.

i got no more confidence to start a new one le.

maybe staying single is more suitable for me ba.

thinking back~

all the places we went.

all the laughter we shared.

all the thoughts we had.

all the plans we planned.

those are reallie sweet memories.

those are reallie beautiful memories.

but they are just memories now.

i doubt there is anymore reality between me and him.

yup sometimes i will still cry when i think back.

i hope one dae i will smile when i think back.

like wat my msn nick says.

im living so strong now coz i noe u ppl do care for me.

i dont want and wont let u ppl to worry abt me.

life still goes on.

(: